:: Oh, Look, A Tumbleweed ::

:: Sunday, November 05, 2006 ::

I probably shouldn't be doing this entry because after an entire weekend of crewing, I'm pretty damn exhausted and who knows what stupid things I'm going to write on this thing, but, oh well.

Crewing was fun. But tiring. And goddamn cold. We were in this warehouse all weekend long with no heat and it was just miserable. Especially last night. And tomorrow we're filming from two to two. Yes, that's two PM to two AM. And this time it's not even in the warehouse. It's outside. We're all going to get hypothermia. And die.

There's this guy that's been flirting me, and I guess that's the real reason for this entry. He's in my section, and we're friends and he's definitely been flirting with me, but I just freak myself out and convince myself that, like always, nothing's going to happen. So it kind of depresses me. But I think that's also the fact that I'm pretty tired speaking. But I don't know. I wish something would happen. I hope something would happen.

It's been over three years. Two and a half since we broke up. How pathetic can I possibly be? I'm twenty now and my last relatonship was when I was SEVENTEEN. Seven-fucking-teen.

*Sigh* I wouldn't be so depressed if he wasn't constantly with the 1st AD, but I really shouldn't let that affect me, because he's a 2nd 2nd and that's part of the AD team, which the 1st AD is in charge of, so it naturally makes sense that he's around the 1st AD a lot.

:: Nick Sunday, November 05, 2006 [+] ::