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:: Wednesday, March 31, 2004 ::
I'm kind of...in a state of...love. Yes, love is the best way to put it. I LOVE someone. And they love me. And we know this. And we're okay. We haven't done anything insane. We simply fell in love.
Because I guess that's how it happened.
The first moment I think I really knew was when I was driving home, fighting the incredible urge to turn back around because I wanted nothing more than to be with you.
I'm not experiencing this too early. I know that I LOVE someone. That I want to be with them for the rest of my life because, as far as I am concerned, they are that "soulmate" for me. The person who completes me. The person who, when they are happy, I am happy. When they are sad, I am sad. Hearing their voice simply calms me and makes me feel better. When I'm not with them, my thoughts drift to them.
I wish it was the two of us, for one day. Nobody interupting us. A saturday can finally be for just us. Where I can lie with my arms around you and kiss you and shut my eyes and relax and feel as if there is not one person I would rather be or be with at that time.
That state of love.
It's quite nice.
I hope you all get to experience someday. All those couples out there...Liz and Simon, Robin and Eli, Conner and Beef, Elisha and Dustin, Amanda and Lee...for all I know, you may be in love with each other. And to that I say, congratulations, because I know how that feels. And I know it's a really nice feeling.
And people, I have to say, had I not taken a huge risk, this would have never happened. ACT upon your crushes. I know you have them. The worst that can happen is that the person you have a crush on says no. It might hurt for a day or two, but at least you'll be able to get over them. Take fucking risks. I took one, and I'm in love because of it.
(And now I'm thinking I really shouldn't post this entry, but to hell with it. I'm posting it.)
It needed to be said.
And thus Nickus spake.
:: Nick Wednesday, March 31, 2004 [+] ::