:: Oh, Look, A Tumbleweed ::

:: Monday, December 22, 2003 ::

So. Liz. You felt the need to bring up a dead topic. Perhaps you are naive enough to bring it up because you think you know all the facts, in which case you are fucking wrong. So...shall we analyze your little rant? Let me just preface it by saying how much you are wrong and that I'm so mad at you right now I could cause you physical harm.

You say you hate what I did to Jesse. I hate what I did to Jesse as well, but I couldn't exactly avoid it, for reasons YOU don't know. But I hate what Jesse did to me by putting me in this position where it felt like I either had to date her or I was going to hurt her. I wasn't going to date her, and so...that caused me a lot of crap knowing I was going to make her upset because, contrary to what you would like to believe, I DO care about people's feelings. I have never been one to want to insult someone to their face or tell someone they are...stupid. If I have EVER done that, it's been sarcastic. Right now, I don't care about your feelings at all and would like to type out a nice little rant about you, but I'm not going to because...well...I don't know why. I'd really like to, but for some reason, I'm not.

I hurt EVERYBODY? No, no, no. I did not hurt everybody. I picked one of the parties, and did not hurt them. The other parties involved, I did. And you say that not everybody will be happy? WELL, DUH! I KNEW THAT! I even posted on my blog that I was going to have to hurt somebody and that I wish it didn't have to be that way! So to have you say this...it's a fucking lie. And as far as people thinking I am an absolute ass...Hmm...I know Jennifer did, but she has long gotten over this topic, Mike did, but he's over it, John did, but he's over it...it seems to me the only person who is still fixated on this subject is...YOU. So you think I'm still an absolute ass for what I did to Jesse? Well, you go ahead and think that. Becasue, seriously, I could care less about what you think of me.

Your problem is where you said "You like(d) Jesse, and Jesse like(d) you". Because you're wrong. I never liked Jesse above anything as a friend. I don't care if I was flirting with her, apparently I flirt with a lot of people unknowingly. She is a good friend, but I don't want to date her and never did. As far as the physical aspects, I'll agree, I don't think she would do that either, but I also mentioned that the relationship would need to be one where it felt like something other than a high school relationship, and with Jesse, sorry, but I didn't feel that.

As far as liking someone and having them like you back...shut up. Just shut up. You don't know anything about this topic. You'd like to pretend to, but you don't. Nobody does except me and one other person, and Jesse knows some about it.

In short, Liz: SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH AND STAY THE FUCK OUT OF BUSINESS THAT DOESN'T APPLY TO YOU AT ALL. Perhaps your jealous of Jesse. That you think I like her over you and you ahve a crush on me. I which case I'm involved in a love triangle. Oh, what fun.

But seriously. Liz, even Jennifer and John, who were two of the people who furthered this topic the most, have had enough respect to let the topic go. You, on the other hand, feel the need to bring up shit that doesn't involve you and make claims that have no support whatsoever because you don't know half of what you're talking about.

I'm really glad we don't have school for the next two weeks because you really don't know how mad you've made me.

Current Mood: Take a fucking guess
Current Music: Annie Lennox - Into The West

:: Nick Monday, December 22, 2003 [+] ::